In state of confusion. LOL

   Hai! Today I realized that this year,I failed in my mission to update this blog often,again.In fact,I have even lesser updates to be compared to last year. Well that shows how busy I am this year. haha. Last semester,was indeed the toughest since I ever started my diploma. Now that the finals end,it feels awkward to be lazing around all day. Whatever it is,I am hoping for good results.

   Next semester I am gonna be in my final year,and for the last two semesters I chose 'Laluan Biologikal' instead of Physics. Myself and Physics will never ever get along,LIKE EVERRRR. haha, I hope last sem physics is really gonna be the last physics I will ever take in my life. haha. And by choosing bio.this brings me closer to my ambition which I mentioned so many times in my previous previous posts. However, the closer it comes to the end of my diploma, it feels like im even farther away from it. My parents also is very eager in convincing me to take another course but the problem is I don't even know what else I want,I don't have anything else i really wanna go for so this really put a huge pressure on me sometimes. I even have a thought of to just go with the flow but that's really not me. lol. Well,to put it simply,if anything prevents me from taking that course, maybe I'll just take degree in bio or something , further in master and be a lecturer. Wow,that sounds like a good plan hehehe.

   I hope before I end my diploma I find something that steal my heart ecewah, Oklah,kalau tak something, someone pun okay. EH? haha.

  And Im also looking forward for next semester since its gonna be my first sem living out of college. Yeah we rent a house! Makes me feel like a real adult. hahaha

Thats all for this post! Oh yeah, I hope I can still update more b4 this year ends,atleast more than last year. haha. Bye!

19

19 years ago,today,Mama fought her life for me.
Being alive and well all this while,I have many people to be thankful for. My family in example. I am lucky enough to be born in this family. Supportive enough and is always there whenever I need them. I wouldn't be where I am today without them,though until today I may not be giving enough,everyday I will keep on trying to be the best atleast for Mama and Ayah. Alhamdullilah for this life. And as I grow older every year. I want to be better,change in any way for good. InsyaAllah ;)

Here's a selfie! heheh.