Look at myself,updating blog when spm is in 12 days. Thinking about spm just gives me goosebumps. I want to do well in spm. Anyway, Im not aiming for straight As because I know my capability.I know how much i can do,but i have a very strong faith in myself that atleast the result will not be so much devastating. But,there is still time.Nothing is impossible unless you stop trying.So,let's see. hehe
So my point of updating this super ugly blog today is because I finally figured out what I want to do with my life.As a kid,I used to have lots of ambition. I remember how much I want to be a pilot in airforce but then the next few months I wanted to be doctor and in another few weeks I might want to be a dentist or pharmacist or lawyer(yknow, all those career that parents usually encourages you to pursue),so my ambition was always constantly changing,but i think its normal.Today as a matured 17 years old girl(ceewah!) , I think I know what I love. You can't buy skills. You have to know what you love and go for it.
Since few years ago,I started to developed a feeling toward the seas. I know I love the seas because everytime Ayah bring us to any island I would be so happy especially when there was any activity in the water. This feelings get stronger when I was snorkelling in Pulau Redang. Seeing all those beautiful creatures makes me want to know them more and learn about them. so what im trying to say now is that I want to further my studies in anything to do with them so that one day I get to work with them. I did some research about this course that I want to take,and yes,its exactly meant for me(I hope).
Based on my research(cewah!research konon haha),in this country,this course is not available for diploma. so the only way to get there is through matriculation or diploma in science,then you can take a bachelor degree in that course. But if you wanted to take this straight,you need to get super awesome result so you can straight go to oversea after spm and do your A-level there. If you still want to go to oversea but you result is bad, then you need to have a shitloads of $$$$$$.Anyway,whoever you are,if you're reading this,please pray for my success,pray that everything will get in my way the way i want it to be. InsyaAllah InsyaAllah !!! ..
p/s: I hope that one day in the future I will read again this post and be like "omg this girl achieved it all" haha ok bye nerds
