Hai! Today I realized that this year,I failed in my mission to update this blog often,again.In fact,I have even lesser updates to be compared to last year. Well that shows how busy I am this year. haha. Last semester,was indeed the toughest since I ever started my diploma. Now that the finals end,it feels awkward to be lazing around all day. Whatever it is,I am hoping for good results.
Next semester I am gonna be in my final year,and for the last two semesters I chose 'Laluan Biologikal' instead of Physics. Myself and Physics will never ever get along,LIKE EVERRRR. haha, I hope last sem physics is really gonna be the last physics I will ever take in my life. haha. And by choosing bio.this brings me closer to my ambition which I mentioned so many times in my previous previous posts. However, the closer it comes to the end of my diploma, it feels like im even farther away from it. My parents also is very eager in convincing me to take another course but the problem is I don't even know what else I want,I don't have anything else i really wanna go for so this really put a huge pressure on me sometimes. I even have a thought of to just go with the flow but that's really not me. lol. Well,to put it simply,if anything prevents me from taking that course, maybe I'll just take degree in bio or something , further in master and be a lecturer. Wow,that sounds like a good plan hehehe.
I hope before I end my diploma I find something that steal my heart ecewah, Oklah,kalau tak something, someone pun okay. EH? haha.
And Im also looking forward for next semester since its gonna be my first sem living out of college. Yeah we rent a house! Makes me feel like a real adult. hahaha
Thats all for this post! Oh yeah, I hope I can still update more b4 this year ends,atleast more than last year. haha. Bye!
Saturday 24 October 2015
Wednesday 21 October 2015
19
19 years ago,today,Mama fought her life for me.
Being alive and well all this while,I have many people to be thankful for. My family in example. I am lucky enough to be born in this family. Supportive enough and is always there whenever I need them. I wouldn't be where I am today without them,though until today I may not be giving enough,everyday I will keep on trying to be the best atleast for Mama and Ayah. Alhamdullilah for this life. And as I grow older every year. I want to be better,change in any way for good. InsyaAllah ;)
Being alive and well all this while,I have many people to be thankful for. My family in example. I am lucky enough to be born in this family. Supportive enough and is always there whenever I need them. I wouldn't be where I am today without them,though until today I may not be giving enough,everyday I will keep on trying to be the best atleast for Mama and Ayah. Alhamdullilah for this life. And as I grow older every year. I want to be better,change in any way for good. InsyaAllah ;)
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Friday 3 July 2015
Late night thoughts!
Hai!
It's been a really really long time since my last post. I really want to update often but the time just won't let me. Right now its 12:17 a.m. and I am on my bed, here in Tapah.
Currently, we are in the middle of Ramadhan. Yes! its 15th of ramadhan and its just one week away from my raya break to start. Definitely can't wait for that hehe.
As for my studies,Alhamdullilah I am now in the third semester. Last semester results was satisfying yeay! And for this semester I am really hoping to maintain. InsyaAllah,may Allah ease.
Lately, I have been hearing/reading a lot from so many people how easy it is living as a university student.
Well, firstly I heard it from my Bio lecturer, Miss Fathiah. She said that if she could,she would really want to go back being a student. The only responsible that students have is to study,and to excel. You really have nothing else to worry about. And come to think of it, I think its true. Because the biggest problem that I maybe need to face is only coming from the study itself or from the lecturers(lecturer yang ajar tak faham) or the problem to fight my own laziness. haha.
And after listening to all of the adults' sight, i realize how lucky I am to be where I am now. Eventhough, I myself will go through that phase one day , atleast for now I want to have the best time of my life so that when I look back, I will have no regrets.
I am grateful that I am here, I am grateful for my family, I am grateful for my friends. I believe Allah is the best planner,and whatever the future holds for me, I am looking forward to it. But for now, lets just live happily,without worrying about something that is not yet to happen. I hope I will get through this uni phase and if there is any hardship along the way, I hope I am strong enough.
To my friends and to myself, may all of us achieve our goals. Amin!
It's been a really really long time since my last post. I really want to update often but the time just won't let me. Right now its 12:17 a.m. and I am on my bed, here in Tapah.
Currently, we are in the middle of Ramadhan. Yes! its 15th of ramadhan and its just one week away from my raya break to start. Definitely can't wait for that hehe.
As for my studies,Alhamdullilah I am now in the third semester. Last semester results was satisfying yeay! And for this semester I am really hoping to maintain. InsyaAllah,may Allah ease.
Lately, I have been hearing/reading a lot from so many people how easy it is living as a university student.
Well, firstly I heard it from my Bio lecturer, Miss Fathiah. She said that if she could,she would really want to go back being a student. The only responsible that students have is to study,and to excel. You really have nothing else to worry about. And come to think of it, I think its true. Because the biggest problem that I maybe need to face is only coming from the study itself or from the lecturers(lecturer yang ajar tak faham) or the problem to fight my own laziness. haha.
And after listening to all of the adults' sight, i realize how lucky I am to be where I am now. Eventhough, I myself will go through that phase one day , atleast for now I want to have the best time of my life so that when I look back, I will have no regrets.
I am grateful that I am here, I am grateful for my family, I am grateful for my friends. I believe Allah is the best planner,and whatever the future holds for me, I am looking forward to it. But for now, lets just live happily,without worrying about something that is not yet to happen. I hope I will get through this uni phase and if there is any hardship along the way, I hope I am strong enough.
To my friends and to myself, may all of us achieve our goals. Amin!
Tuesday 9 June 2015
Later!
I am gonna update this blog as soon as I have any free time, as soon as possible! I miss writinggggg . Till then,bye!
Saturday 24 January 2015
Be yourself,be true.
Hai,Assalamualaikum!
Lately I have learnt a new thing. That a nice person on the outside,can actually be a beast inside. Just because that person laughs with you,and were always there for you,that does not guarantee that person loves you. Its weird after how much time was spent together,how could you come out with such reasons to tear us apart? But its okay now. Its actually making me more cautious in choosing friends and not to trust people easily in the future. So,my advice is,your friends might be laughing with you right now,but behind you she might be bad-mouthing you,so be careful. Its weird how people like this even exist. Tak penat ke go and faking around people? Just stop. Stop faking around,and be true.
Lately I have learnt a new thing. That a nice person on the outside,can actually be a beast inside. Just because that person laughs with you,and were always there for you,that does not guarantee that person loves you. Its weird after how much time was spent together,how could you come out with such reasons to tear us apart? But its okay now. Its actually making me more cautious in choosing friends and not to trust people easily in the future. So,my advice is,your friends might be laughing with you right now,but behind you she might be bad-mouthing you,so be careful. Its weird how people like this even exist. Tak penat ke go and faking around people? Just stop. Stop faking around,and be true.
Tuesday 6 January 2015
Thanks,2014
I hope it is still not too late to say goodbye to 2014. It has been a wonderful year for me. A rollercoaster ride kind of a year. heheh.
Before 2014,like in 2013 and all the years before that I realized that I have been living in the same phase of life. I go to school,I come back home,I take examinations and thats it. That's all. In 2014,after I finished my SPM , I knew that life is not all about that,about you getting good results in exams which means you are clever and you getting bad results in exam you are stupid,no it's not all about that. There's more.
Life is about how you get up after you fell,how you build yourself up again after crashing no matter how many times,about how you try not to repeat the same mistakes even after you fail again and again. Its about your determination. You pave your own way in life. You make your own decisions.
That is why in 2015,I want to be strong,to change myself,in so many good ways,so that in the future when I look back I won't regret a single thing.Another thing is,I want to stop being lazy. My number 1 problem,lazy. Urgh :( All this talk just hit me that Im really going old....I never thought all of that would come out of my brain....Sokay la,lets just live this last year of being teens,before i get in 20 series old woman next year with good memories and being less lazy and less time wasting teens. lol. hm.
Soooo,again,2014 is year to be thankful for,Im grateful for every single thing that happened.Like getting bad results in SPM(pedihnya masih terasa),getting a driver's license,dived for the first time,live far away from family the first time,and many many other the first time. heheh.
May I will learn a lot of another new things in 2015,and again being less lazy,and if Im ever lucky enough I might also lose weight. hohohohhohohoohohoho. Aminnn.
Goodbye,muah ciked!
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