What's Life

Staring at an empty blank wall,
Thinking how to not fall,
But still fell hard afterall,
Because what's life it its boring and dull.

-Syairah,15.4.2014

Hopes.

 Hai,Assalamualaikum dan Salam 1 Malaysia.

InsyaAllah,dalam lebih kurang dua minggu lagi,saya akan mendaftar sebagai seorang pelajar semester 2 di UiTM Tapah,Perak.Cepatnya masa yang berlalu kadang-kala membuatkan saya takut. Takut jika saya akan terus leka sehingga masa yang ada tidak akan pernah cukup.

Azam untuk semester 2 saya mestilah untuk terus belajar bersungguh sungguh. Kalau boleh,nak lebih daripada semester 1. Alhamdullilah,walaupun semester 1 belum dapat dekan lagi,usaha perlu diteruskan. Main-main perlu dikurangkan. Jangan cepat berpuas hati,jangan pulak rasa semuanya sentiasa tidak cukup.

Harapan saya mestilah untuk jumpa kawan-kawan yang ada misi yang sama dengan saya nanti di sana. Dengan cara tu,senanglah kita ada pendorong untuk berjaya walaupun keluarga jauh di mata.Niat untuk belajar pun perlu dibetulkan. Peluang yang diberi,jangan disia-siakan. Usaha dulu,menyesal kemudian. Kalau belum usaha dah tergedik nak menyesal memang tak kemana la ceritanya.(nasihat untuk diri sendiri)

Buat masa ini juga,belum terdetik lagi dalam hati saya untuk tukar cita cita. Walaupun mama dengan ayah dah banyak kali kasi hint suruh buat benda lain. Alasannya? bidang kerja itu tak meluas dalam Malaysia. Bukan mama ayah je cakap macamtu,ramai sebenarnya, tapi bila difikir balik, rezeki kita semua dah ditentukan Allah. Kalau ditakdirkan ada kerja untuk seseorang tu,beribu orang pun lah yang pergi interview mesti tak dapat. Sebab? Sebabnya dah ditentukan Allah rezeki kerja itu untuk dia. Saya juga bukanlah menolak sekeras-kerasnya untuk mencari minat dalam bidang kerja lain. InsyaAllah,jika ditakdirkan saya buat benda lain, minat mendalam pun tak boleh nak lawan takdir.

Sebagai natijahnya, harapan saya ialah saya dapat capai apa yang saya harapkan. Saya harap di masa hadapan saya ialah seorang wanita bekerjaya yang berjaya. Yang dapat berbakti pada keluarga, Yang dapat buat mama ayah happy terutamanya,sebab di akhirnya,redha mama ayah pada saya lah yang paling penting sekali untuk saya berjaya.

Sekian,Assalamualaikum. :)

First sem!

Hello! Assalamualaikum! heheh. Soo,hello again dear blog,so longgg,now here i am again. I've got so many things to update here but yeah..lets take things slowly...hehe!

Now its already been a week since the end of first semester,and ive got mixed feelings about the finals. hehe. Hmm , im glad i survived the first sem well despite its my first time living far from home. Im excited as well for another 4 semesters! So all in all,this 4 months++  have treated me so well. In Pilah, i have met so many people,learn so many new things, and feel so many different feelings. ecewahh. hehe. I am so grateful for everything,Alhamdullilah. I am also very glad to have super cool classmates which is 1L2. It takes so little time for us to get along. They are also so helpful in every way. Blessed to meet them. And I hope to have the same classmates in Tapah.(Will transfer to new campus next sem!)

Okay.

Sooo,next is about my housemates. In a house there is six of us,including me. And... though theres few of us doesnt really get along well with each other(my super weird roomate,lol) , i am happy to get to know them. You know,its here in uni where you can get to know so many type of people. My housemates also is one of the biggest factor i am fine in Pilah, they help me a lot in every way. They act as my private tutor,my bestfriend,and also my mom sometimes. hehehe. Thank you for everything girls,i hope we can meet again some day! heheh.

Okay.

Soooo, last 3 days , it was my birthday,another great birthday,so glad im already home by that time. So glad that i could celebrate it with my family. As a gift,i received a new super cool watch! thank you so much mama ayah! And also a cake of course. Anddd, i never thought this would happen but my big family also prepared a surprise for meee! I never thought that would happen! Seee! im so blessed with such nice people around me,alhamdullilah!

Sooo,during this sem break, i dont have any plan other than to completed my driving license,oh man it is really a big burden to me! aaaaaaa :(

I thinks thats all for this post,will try to update more often! I end this post with few pictures okay! heheh.

                                                         My beloved faculty. Heheh

                                                             My beloved classmates

     Hi everybodeyh. Soo its been almost 3 months im here in UiTM Kuala Pilah. Yea yeah I know its been ages since the last time i update this baby.I've been so busy that this blog is just left like this. So yeah as i mentioned earlier i am now in UiTM Kuala Pilah doing Diploma in Science for 5 semesters. Alhamdullilah , Allah have given me another opportunity for me to further my study despite a devastating SPM results.Being here, I wanna do the best InsyaAllah.So whoever reading this,pray for me ok. hihi.
 
   Sooo do you guys remember in previous post i updated about what i wanna work as in the future? And the path i should go for in order to achieve what I want? Yes,I think i am in the right way now. After doing dip in science i can go for degree in marine science. But again, all that is still in my calculations.Being a marine biologist is all i have in my mind in the moment,but in the future,I dont know because in the end,we make plans but Allah is the best planner.

   Emm about my studies here,most of the subjects are just repeating what i've learnt in spm but its way harder.hahaha.Went through few quizzes and tests and it was JUST okay. lol. emmm. Idk why but I love biology wayyyyy more now. I think its really fun lol and physics is as usual,killing. its killing me inside and outside . Cannot go betul dgn fizik ni. huhhhh

     About friends kat sini pulakkkkk, Alhamdullilah i have found one girl that match with my soul. Her name is Ika.Hahaha,This girl is seriously crazy she make me laugh  all the time.I think its because of her being with me here, Im okay. She help me a lot in a lot of way. She's fun,she's honest,she's kind. Okay this is all about her.Nanti dia baca kembang punggung tak muat masuk bilik pulak nanti.kahkah! okbye.
About other friends pulak,ofcourse ramai lah yang baik,and ramai jugak yg selfish.But yeah,i just dont have enough time to give a damn.As long as im fine , as long as they do not disturb me,im fine.

      Housemates pula,they are all fine.Alhamdullilah.Its just that ,maybe la kan,few of them that just dont go well with me.But thats not a big deal lah.They are still okay and me too are okay.hahah. They are also very fun to be with sometime. Yeah thats all i think.hahah

 If im about to update about every single thing maybe i will not sleep lah tonight kan sbb have to sit here in anjung .(Wifi in uitm ns here is seriously one piece of bullshit,susah gila nak dapat connection) . So yeah i think thats all for now,i will try to make time to update this blog in the future.

 I hope i will be fine all the time im doing this diploma insyaAllah. I hope i will achieve what i want. May all the challenges that come in my way make me stronger,InsyaAllah.InsyaAllah.

p/s: its been almost 3 weeks tak balik rumah.Im missing ayah mama kakak n adik so bad i wann go home :(

The questions in life.

  Will I still be alive the next 10 years?
  And if I do what will I be doing?
  Would I already build a family?

 What do I do for living?
 Is it something I like doing?
Or is it something I never expected to do?

Will my family and friends still be with me?
Will all of them stay healthy by that time?
Or will there be any one of them who will leave me?

I hope,one day when I read all of the questions again,I will be able to answer them with a happy heart . And with answers I would like it to be. Somehow this make me scared.Scared of the time that passes too fast leaving everything behind.

From 18 years old Syairah to 28 years old Syairah. =) 
 

#3 Sabah

17.February.2014

Our second day @ Mabul. Since morning the weather was good so we get to go snorkelling at few places. One of the places that we went was around Mabul. I forgot its name. haha. This is also the highlight of the holiday because i get to snorkel between shallow sea and deep sea. Usually from above you get to see the difference in the color . Deep sea hv a very dark blue colour while shallow sea(which is also actually deep but you can still see the sea bed.) hv light blue/turqoise color.

 

The difference in colour . Taken from the peak of Bohey Dulang.

Whats nice about it is , its very beautiful. When you swim around the shallow water,the deep sea looks extremely scary because its dark,you cant see the sea bed and the water is cooler. Theres like a wall divided them two.At this side its really beautiful but just next to you its scary.haha. Its also where turtle usually swims.haha.

After snorkel for few hours we went back to the chalet hv lunch and lepak lepak. haha.Petang tu,pergi jalan jalan sekitar kampung lagi. Malam, pergi dinner rumah Hj Yusoff Ketua Kampung Mabul! Awesome gila! 

                                                                       lauk pauk

the next day,our last day.
9.00 a.m. bertolak ke Semporna,terus ke Tawau. Jalan jalan sekitar Tawau beli barang sikit,lepak kat airport jap,dan balik! ahaks bye.

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#2 Sabah (Pulau Mabul)

16th february 2014.

On our third day we went to Pulau Mabul which is 1 hour away from Semporna(by boat).

                                                                     Pulau Mabul

It was raining that day,so theres nothing much we could do other than just stay in the room or lepak around the chalet or listen to the anak baju laut asking for money and food.haha.

In the evening,we went for a stroll around the village. Its undeniable that Mabul is very beautiful,but the biggest problem is about rubbish.Theres rubbish everywhere. Something should be done before its too late. Houses there is also just a simple rumah kayu. And another thing about Mabul is,theres kid everywhere. Everywhere you walk,theres kid playing.On average,each family have about 7-8 kids. Amazing!! haha. Here's some pictures!

                                                                       our chalet

                                                             rumah warga mabul

And to end the day, adik,ayah and i went for swimming,jussssst below our chalet.haha. Nah,gambar lagi.

                                                               

 

Waktu petang,air tengah pasah jadi bolehlah berenang. Tak dalam pun lebih kurang 3 meter je.Siapa tak reti berenang,memang tenggelam la.haha. Since mama dengan kakak tak reti berenang,jd mereka hanya jadi penonton sahaja.  Ok bye bye , till next post.ahaks!

#1 Sabah (Semporna,Bohey Dulang)

  Hai. Last week i went to Sabah. So this post is gonna be about my trip there,activities and few pictures!
14th February 2014.
we took a flight to Tawau Airport at 3.35 p.m.

                                                                        @ LCCT

The flight to Tawau took about 2 hours and 45 minutes. When we reached Tawau it was already dark so the driver drove us directly to Semporna to check in our hotel. From Tawau to Semporna it takes about 1 hour to reach.

                                                                     @ our hotel

After checking in , we went to dinner. we walked about 15 minutes to reach the place.

                                                                       Dinner spot

The taste of our food that night was kinda weird. Its actually very different than how we used  to eat in our daily lives.haha! But,mama brought along sambal ikan bilis all the way from Klang,so it help a lot. haha.

15th February 2014.
Our second day.
We started our day by going for breakfast at the nearest restaurant from our hotel
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                                                             breakfast roti canai

 After breakfast we straight away walked to Jeti Awam to take a boat to Pulau Bohey Dulang where we gonna start our hiking adventure.

                                                                  @ Jeti Awam

                                                        On the boat to Pulau Bohey.

                                                            Arrived @ Pulau Bohey

To reach the peak of Pulau Bohey we have to climb a hill which is 626 m to the way up. The route was very challenging. I almost puke out of exhaustion. But after reaching the peak , the view makes you forget everything. All the tiredness really paid of with the super amazing beautiful view up there.

                                                                              the view

After hiking,our next activity was snorkelling. We decided to snorkell at Sibuan Island but because of air surut,its not very beautiful there,so we just snorkell here at Pulau Bohey. 

                                                                     snorkelling

At this pulau also I got a chance to try diving for the first time ever. This super nice pakcik was willing to guide me and let me try diving. Thank you so much pakcik. Jasamu dikenang selamanya.

                                                                            hehe

After snorkelling we go back to Semporna. Stroll around the city,and at night we went out for dinner.

Thats all for this post! In the next post i will write about our third,fourth and last day! bye!