ES PEE YEM!

                                                         WOOOHOOOOOO~


                  Ok , spm will start in a few more hours! 

       Where did all the time go dude? Seriously. All 11 years of school has finally coming to its end. Remember the first day of your school in Standard 1? I still remember mine. I cried during the recess time because Mama and Ayah were not there with me. Man,what do you expect? , I never spent money on my own,never go anywhere without my parents(except in kindergarden but thats okay) how do you think i will survive on my own ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL? okay,thats a little dramatic, but yeah mom's friend saw me crying and saved me from further mental destruction. But, i did it! Although i cried but i did it. And that was on my first day of school.

   Six years has passed, and BOOM! My first big exam which is UPSR. I did it too,with flying colours. Managed to get all A's. And that was the main point where everyone started to put high expectation on me FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Families and relatives were like 
"Angah kan pandai takde hal lah kan" 
"Angah kan pandai, jadi lah doktor" 
"Angah kan pandai boleh punya study oversea"
"Mama tau anak anak mama ni pandai" 
"Spm 9A tau"
 and bla..blaaaa.. And all of that REALLY burden me until now. Sometimes i just thought maybe i could just get bad results from the beginning so everyone wouldnt keep on pressuring me. But thats okay. I get used too it now ha..ha..ha. Thinking of it again,all i see is that Mama and Ayah loves me so much. They want me to do well in exam so they say those words that could increase my spirit although that..does..not..work....ha..ha.. 

     Next,my PMR exam. I sat for it 2 years ago.I got 7as 1b which is pretty sad. I still feel guilty for it until now. Sorry mama and ayah. Doesnt meant to let you guys down,im not clever enough :(  . Okay. However, i love Mama and Ayah so much for not letting me down. I mean mama and ayah were there everytime i need them. They gave me everything i need.If people ask me why do my results in exam is always bad,i will never could find a reason that come from them. 
I LOVE YOU MAMA AYAH!. 

  Okay,so next big exam will start tomorrow. I dont know why am I not nervous. I am more to excited not because im 100% ready but maybe because i can't wait to stop studying(for a while).
   The thing is,look how time passes.Everytime you fell,you get up and continue walking. Even if its hard,even if it seems impossible, time will not stay and it will still bring you forward.
 Thinking of the hard times i've been through  makes me want to weep. Look at me,im almost done with school baby!

    Dear Ayah and Mama , terima kasih untuk segalanya. Kalau mama dengan ayah suruh bayar budi baik mama ayah sampai mati pun angah berhutang le nampaknya (sorry buat lawak sikit). Ehem. Angah sayang sangat dekat mama ayah. If there is one thing that i could ask for, it will be to see both of you happy ever after. Eish rasa nak nangis pulak. Angah harap angah buat mama ayah bangga ada angah. ok.
    
Dear kakak and adik,eish pasal korang ni tak tau nak cakap apa. Rasa nak cepuk je sorang-sorang.(gurau je). Yang pastinya angah sayang gila lah kat korang walau korang selalu annoying.So grateful to have both of you. Ok bye.

 Dear best friend.(Athirah,Fatihah,Adilah,Anis,Farahiya).
Thanks jugak untuk segalanya. walaupun 2 dr korang dah takde dengan aku. haha. semoga spm kita semuanya berjaya. InshaAllah.amin.

 Dear self,goodluck untuk spm.I know you can do it bebeh! *pats own back*

p/s: what a long post. sekati lah. Nak baca, baca. taknak? bla la pe lagi!miahaha. bye